i'm not lost, i'm just wondering too far

I hate this feeling of wanting to do something but being unable to do it. I have 30 (yes, you read right, 30!) fanfic ideas for AkuRoku but can I write any? No! So instead I just feel insanely crappy.

Going back to the doctor's. Yipee. Should be fun.

And then I got tagged and didn't realise XD;; So...ah...yeah. 'Cuz you were curious:

Rules are as follows:

1. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
2. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
3. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
4. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

Lesse -

1. There are only four real pairings I ever write for. Axel and Roxas from Kingdom Hearts, Masaru and Tohma from Digimon Savers, Shishido and Choutarou from Prince of Tennis and Harry and Draco from Harry Potter.

2. My biggest failing used to be that I couldn't write angst. Everything was undeniably fluff to the nth degree. And then I got this massive plot idea one day and wrote down pieces in this abstract sort of way. And they were sad even to me. So...I succeeded?

3. I'm a big fan of Japanese music. And Snow Patrol, Goo Goo Dolls, the Fray, Aqualung etc.

4. I cry so much at sad movies. Heck, I cried during Digimon Savers, haha XDDD

5. I've seen more anime that I'd care to count. I'm big on the whole random fandom thing. It's like 'oooh, shiny!' *pounce* and there she goes again...

6. I write original fiction as well as fanfic. Dragons, magic etc. <333 Fantasy aho~

7. Roxas is my favourite character...ever...*shift eyes*

8. Prince of Tennis Silver Pair ftw!!!

And...er...yeah. Not so much for the tagging-other-people XDDD Instead I'm going to the gym and then Uni library to finally do my essay! (another one...)

I'm pretty sure Kingdom Hearts II eats souls XD; Pretty sure. But oh my God the Roxas <333 He's so...and Axel is...and I've already got two fanfic plotbunnies, both of which promise to be at least 30k and they're so good and I want to start writing them. But then I also have the Tohma/Masaru long fic which is tentatively named 'Diplomacy' at the moment. And...er...yeah. Dilemna XD;

Jeesh~ give me a break~ XD;

Oh, and this essay due in Friday?

Is still stuck on 200 words. I think I'm dying. I swear.

omhyopmahopsmagaogm DAMN YOU AMERICA WHY ARE YOU SO CONFUSING WITH YOUR STUPID NATIONAL IDENTITY AND THE FACT THAT ACCORDING TO MY ESSAY YOU DON'T ACTUALLY EXIST?!!!!!

This fic is pure gold. As are these ones. (Do you like how I did that? XD)

It's times like these that I wish I could write Draco/Harry well enough to actually post some of my God-awful fic with them. Reading so much HP fanfic always makes me want to write them and then I do a piss-poor job.

I don't know why, they're personalities? Or it could be the actual fandom themselves. For some reason every fic I've ever read for Harry Potter, (Harry/Draco especially) has been extremely well written. To the point that I want to give up, hand in my pen as such XD;

Maybe it's just a point of sticking with what you know...and then I've got enough plot bunnies streaming out of my ears already thank-you-very-much.

Aha, and that was my rather uninteresting post of the day.