i'm not lost, i'm just wondering too far

I hate this feeling of wanting to do something but being unable to do it. I have 30 (yes, you read right, 30!) fanfic ideas for AkuRoku but can I write any? No! So instead I just feel insanely crappy.

Going back to the doctor's. Yipee. Should be fun.

And then I got tagged and didn't realise XD;; So...ah...yeah. 'Cuz you were curious:

Rules are as follows:

1. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
2. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
3. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
4. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

Lesse -

1. There are only four real pairings I ever write for. Axel and Roxas from Kingdom Hearts, Masaru and Tohma from Digimon Savers, Shishido and Choutarou from Prince of Tennis and Harry and Draco from Harry Potter.

2. My biggest failing used to be that I couldn't write angst. Everything was undeniably fluff to the nth degree. And then I got this massive plot idea one day and wrote down pieces in this abstract sort of way. And they were sad even to me. So...I succeeded?

3. I'm a big fan of Japanese music. And Snow Patrol, Goo Goo Dolls, the Fray, Aqualung etc.

4. I cry so much at sad movies. Heck, I cried during Digimon Savers, haha XDDD

5. I've seen more anime that I'd care to count. I'm big on the whole random fandom thing. It's like 'oooh, shiny!' *pounce* and there she goes again...

6. I write original fiction as well as fanfic. Dragons, magic etc. <333 Fantasy aho~

7. Roxas is my favourite character...ever...*shift eyes*

8. Prince of Tennis Silver Pair ftw!!!

And...er...yeah. Not so much for the tagging-other-people XDDD Instead I'm going to the gym and then Uni library to finally do my essay! (another one...)

Well, it took me all weekend but I finally finished the game!

And I have to say...only RiSora lovers are going to find that ending satisfactory XD; It's...not exactly boring but...I like the very very end bit, where they go back to the islands.

I don't know. Maybe I didn't like it because it was over and I really wanted more Roxas? Like...right now! He wasn't even in it that much at the end...blargh.

Now I have to wait a whole year (and then some) for the two new games to come out. I might buy a DS after Christmas and just play misc. games until then.

Title: Car Ride From Hell [or, We're off to get the digimon! or, Tohma's Living Nightmare]
Rating: PG
Word count: 1,512
Warning(s): Crack. Utter, utter crack.
Summary: A short fic almost wholly made of dialogue. Meant for fun, not to be taken seriously (not that you could do...). Summary? Tohma and Masaru go off to find a digimon and the car journey is nothing if not memorable...
Disclaimer: Digimon Savers belongs to the people who created it and spent thousands of pounds making it. i.e. not me because at the moment I care barely afford a spoon.
Notes: Yeah...just spur-of-the-moment junk XD; Sorry for the hashed, it comes from starting something you don't really have time to finish it...

( Ten hours. That was his current prediction for how long this would take. )

I'm pretty sure Kingdom Hearts II eats souls XD; Pretty sure. But oh my God the Roxas <333 He's so...and Axel is...and I've already got two fanfic plotbunnies, both of which promise to be at least 30k and they're so good and I want to start writing them. But then I also have the Tohma/Masaru long fic which is tentatively named 'Diplomacy' at the moment. And...er...yeah. Dilemna XD;

Jeesh~ give me a break~ XD;

Oh, and this essay due in Friday?

Is still stuck on 200 words. I think I'm dying. I swear.

omhyopmahopsmagaogm DAMN YOU AMERICA WHY ARE YOU SO CONFUSING WITH YOUR STUPID NATIONAL IDENTITY AND THE FACT THAT ACCORDING TO MY ESSAY YOU DON'T ACTUALLY EXIST?!!!!!

Title: Shadow of a Beautiful View
Rating: K
Word count: 700
Warning(s): Written in Masaru’s POV. Well...I tried XD; I swear Masaru is a pain and he doesn’t ramble as much as Tohma so it’s shorter...You may have to dig for a taste of tomato.
Summary: Masaru doesn’t think about it much because it’s a pain.
Disclaimer: If they were mine they’d be a lot more off-screen time because there are some things little kids shouldn’t see...
Notes: Companion fic to Ghost of a Beautiful View (you asked for it XDDD) but can be read on its own. I swear my next fic is humorous XDD

( He’s not alone but sometimes he feels like he is... )

Gah, essays! Especially this essay is particularly taxing. I'm wracking my brains and yet I still can't seem to start it. Such a pain in the ass.

'“America; an imagined place.”' I write all of the sentence and then my mind wanders and I'm stuck. I have no clue how to start it and it's driving me nuts because this had to be in on Friday.

Ah well, at least it's only a 1000 words. That's fairly short in English-University world XDD;;

Now if I can stop writing/reading fanfiction long enough to get at least 500 words in and I'll be happy. Instead I have some crack!fic with Tohma and Masaru.

*dies*

Oh ho, America. You are a confusing mistress indeed xD

This fic is pure gold. As are these ones. (Do you like how I did that? XD)

It's times like these that I wish I could write Draco/Harry well enough to actually post some of my God-awful fic with them. Reading so much HP fanfic always makes me want to write them and then I do a piss-poor job.

I don't know why, they're personalities? Or it could be the actual fandom themselves. For some reason every fic I've ever read for Harry Potter, (Harry/Draco especially) has been extremely well written. To the point that I want to give up, hand in my pen as such XD;

Maybe it's just a point of sticking with what you know...and then I've got enough plot bunnies streaming out of my ears already thank-you-very-much.

Aha, and that was my rather uninteresting post of the day.

The new NEWS album and single are out already and the booklet looks amazing o.O Such good iconing material there XD The second Weeeek single booklet looks so fun ♥

Oh, and just randomly;

// Tohma didn't keep CDs. He didn't keep CDs because he knew someone (who he would keep unnamed) would immediatel ostracise his choices. He didn't keep them because his choice of music wouldn't go down well with his friends. Well, friend. He didn't think Yoshino would care so much except to smile in an amused, lost sort of way or say 'That's the worst', as she usually did.

Really, it was the lesser of two evils.

After all, if your favourite band is Morning Musume and your best friend is Daimon Masaru then you're bound to either drown in laughter or die of embarrassment. //

Yes, I managed to insult Tohma in just over 100 words 8D Sorry Tohma! I couldn't resist...

Parents need to keep a better eye on their kids. When a changing room says 'Please make sure you are dry before entering' it means exactly that. Not leave massive puddles of water everywhere!

Because of course someone is going to slip and of course it's going to be me.

Now I probably can't go to the gym for the next few days. The little buggers and their bitchy mother didn't even bother to apologise. They'd just better be happy that I changed the day of my programme...

I wonder how big the bruise on my ankle is going to be XD It's been throbbing for near four hours now. Walking home was absolute hell. And then the bus was late.

I think I'm just gonna go write happy-let's-drive-Tohma-crazy fic XDDD Because that's always fun...

I have one fic in the making which will probably be very long so this is more to give my brain a break than anything. I'm getting down all the plot-lines for the other one XD;

Tohma-introspective (yes this was really just a chance for me to play around with characterisations so I can get it as close as I can for the bigger fic XD;)

I'll clean it up later and then post it properly. Clean as it'll ever get until I get another beta. Geh, they're harder to keep a hold on than wet fish. XD;;

Title: Ghost of a Beautiful View
Rating: PG
Genre: A little angst, a little hope
Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon...but the amount of money I’ve spent on this series eases my guilt somewhat over abusing the characters 8D; The title I have shamelessly stolen from an Art-School song.
Summary: Sometimes Tohma misses the Digital World, but not for the usual reasons…

( in which Tohma reflects and visits places that have nothing to do with anything )

Hm, I would post my Halloween Digimon Savers fanfic here but it's not quite finished yet (even though it's a day overdue) XD; Tohma is a pain and then another plot bunny attacked me. But that one is staying away because it's too damn long to start now.

So, I'm Adi. I write fanfiction (obviously) and I joined livejournal to a) post them and b) join communities.

...Pretty simple.

Now if only I can find time to make my icons...